Wednesday, September 27, 2006
finally, prelims are over.
is tt sth worth celebrating
or shld i remain immune.
i dont noe either.
in abt a mth's time, e big O
will be arriving. tt's e end of
ma 4 years in secondary.
WOW!
= realie dont noe wad to comment
of it.
will onlie noe e marks for our papers tmr.
mr chandramohan jus refused to give us
back e physics paper. boo.
tt's not e worse though. *sighs..
doubt anyone of us had thought of
wad he wld sae.. "all of u didnt do as
expected. onlie 1 had an A."
can you even imagine tt.
i was stunned.
didnt noe wad to tink.
thousand and one thoughts rushed into me
i thought e paper was do-able.
i thought i cld at least score an A2.
but now,
wad is this..
*sighs..
and miss ching had to add fuel to e fire.
she jus had to..
arghs..
there she goes, with arms around ma shoulders
"shi ting, are you ok. ur grades dropped badly
this time. esp emaths. chem still not so bad. is
anything happenin at home. or has it to do with
matters of e heart."
me, "huhs. no? nth happened. realie."
"u dropped by at least 2/3 grades. got to
buck up."
=/
one after another..
i tot i made it.
i tot i worked real hard for it.
i tot mayb i cld go for e 3mths jc course.
everything was jus so unexpected.
im not gna be demoralized by you!(marks)
im gna work extra hard now.
i seriously will. to prove myself.
to prove ma ability.
yes i can!
;; right from the beginning