Saturday, September 30, 2006
SIGH.
totally not wad i expected.
im disappointed once again
first its that. now its this.
even e strongest soul wldnt be
able to take it anymore i guess.
most of e papers have been given
back. except fer eng p1 and humanities
i cant imagine wad will e result be like.
i flunked amaths as usual. but dont noe
why i was reali disappointed in myself
this time round. i did studie!
i reali did! why is it tt ppl can improve
so much whereas im still stuck right
deep in e hole! i jus cant take this down.
=/
also! i scored a b4 and b3 for emaths and
sub-sci respectively. this is e last thing i
ever tot i wld score. b4 for emaths?!
god, wad e hell was i doin. i cld onlie see
As for this sub! and SUB-SCI!
why in e hell did i drop PURE! its to get
an A! but now?!
and we are onliee doin skool paper.
i realie dont noe wads gna happen in o's
i promise myself im realie gna work hard
real hard. i dont wna see myself cry with
e results in my hand like it happened in p6
agains. no way is it repeatin itself. NO!
my dearest kor is gna give me tuition on
chem starting next week. despite his tight
schedule he's willing to help me. im reali
glad. *thankyou so much!
im realie aimin for 14 points and less!
i tink i shld realie be grateful tt ma parents
arent in e bit of reprimanding me.
but i jus felt so bad tt i let them down.
i hope wad happened in p6 is gna be e first
and e last time. history's not gna repeat itself
ever again. PLEASE!
todae's kham's birthdae party.
cldnt stay long. left at 91o. even b4 she
cut her cake. felt realie bad. sorrys dearie!
but mum and dad had been waiting for like
2hours fer me already. so jus had to leave.
can u imagine. on her invitation card she
wrote it starts at 5 and us; me, zq,es and andrew
we reached at 7 and i tot oh no! sure late le.
but who noes. no one is even there yet.
and! e last grp of ppl came at 9! WOW.
how nicee. ohmygod. this is like so not nice laa
no time management at all?
oh well, anyways. this sweetheart of mine
looked absolutely gorgeous tonight!
with her hair done. make up on and a black dress,
she looks jus like a princess without e tiara. =)
i guess ups and downs do happen in life.
without e obstacles we'll nv grow up.
let it jus be a motivation to drive us further!
jus like this ger, her prince charmin came last
min! she was so happy. haas!
yeaa. MIRACLES DO HAPPEN!
i will and i can!
;; right from the beginning