Sunday, January 07, 2007
I DREAMT OF DARREN! OMG! LOL! its such a nice sweet dream tt made me dreading to
get out of bed this morning! it certainly made my day.
haahas! i cld still remember e wonderful parts vividly.
gosh.. i tink im crasie to even dream abt him la! hahas.
probably cos e nite before was reading his blogg.
WOW. typin e entry now made my enthusiasm rise again.
*SCREAMS!how i wish it cld come true uh. yea, how i wish~
i shall continue dreaming. LOL.
alrights. i cant hide from e fact anymore! im indeed
FAT.
i cldnt stand e numbers tt i saw on e scale this morning.
i stared and i keep wondering. i exercise, my metabolic rate
shld increase. but wads this .. perhaps its really tt i am eating
way more than i am expanding. BUT it shldnt go to this extend
what!
*CRYS BITTERLY!i needa lose. i cant stand e fact tt i keep mentioning and always
go back on my words.
damn!@#%$ i have to stop everyone from
sayin im putting on weight. i hate tt word.
DETERMINATION! PERSEVERANCE!pls come back to me!
i used to be tt THIN. used to .. and i seriously wonders
how i did tt.
ARGS!
;; right from the beginning
